day-notes-02-11

02 Nov, 2026

I woke up today realizing that I done well in regards to keep up with my family. Again I think it depends on the mood/state of me, and I think when I'm down now a days, I don't tend to do well with keeping up.

I think I made good decision yesterday by cooking for myself. It made hell a lot of difference to my mood and rest of the day.

I resent the fact, I couldn't let go of the fact that someone doesn't like my cooking. It probably due to fact I have been living here too long and have been adjusting myself to their pace of life. When that pressure is gone, I think I want to do things on own. Also I want to share those things with other people and see them happy.

I don't know how to take a compliment, I need to get practice on it so that I can say something positive in response to it.